wahax. here again? =x owell don`t know what`s so wrong with the world. so many... unexpected things. few days ago was nicoll highway now its AYE. okae... just blessin everyone. ahax. hehx im not going to make myself believe its end of the world. LOL. even if it is also nvm laa. one die all die (= does that make any sense?? =x i mean its like. no big deal. but i would prefer a sudden death. maybe u`ll go to another place. or maybe its just. death. its just disappearing from earth. i don want to suffer too much. LOLx =p okae this is craaappppppppp. i loVeeeeeee crappin. cos its so crappy -.- please ppl. SAFETY FIRST. must be more careful now. hahahahahahahahax. don`t know. just be more careful yar.
arghs new bed came todae. woooooo. hahax. greatt. my dad was telling me if i kicked my sis below for 3 times i will have to exchange positions with her. not that i don wann la. just that i got too many toys. then veh ma fan. aiyahh sian. now for me even sleeping is stressful. i must tell myself cannot kick in my sleep. arghsssss. means i have to ctrl my legs. =X oman that`s harddddddd. ahahax. my sis abit unhappie. but what to do lehh~/
whee. today`s a rainy day... nth much. hahax! im workin harddddd. at least tryin =)) yays so once again. jia you people. this is the don`t know how many millionth time im saying this. hehx. but still an encouragement ma..
waa sianx. the stupid marathon card only managed to get 4 bucks. cos i was lazy enough to go ask around. cos its not like for helping anyone i suppose? its just fund raising ?! yarx. maybe its impt too but. ARGHS. i bu zhi dao lar. LOL. then i give wanyi tt time she like so disappointed. arghsssss. sowie la. wahahx!!!
`// i think it`s all about people`s mind. how they work and how they think. also people`s thinkin might affect the others. this is how religions started aint they? `//
yehh to think bout religion. hahas todae is CME test norr.. hai hao laa. all from book so no big deal. yehhs. overall a nice dae. for me. and while its me having a good time. many people around the world are facing trouble. so yehhh. haix jia you to ppl out there. cant do much anyway. im not superwoman. LOLx... if only i was God. okaes just kiddin. it isnt nice being Him right. like the how the show Bruce almighty showed it. owell. even God face probs. so its normal for us. omgs this is crapppppp. but i think its true norr. hmxx. i tired liao. slp slp slp. TAKE CARE HOH PPL. BE CAREFUL! one thing may cause another...
.PLEASE NOTE THAT THE ABOVE ENTRY IS ONLY FOR SELF ENTERTAINING MEANS.
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whoas love to blog although not much people reading. hahax! all stucked in ebloggy. arghs nvm la. i think blogspot nicer =p lalax. owell. today damn crap day lar. lessons as normal. social got a timed practice yar. lets see... everything else was e same. wahax! nth much to talk about. assembly chao sian niah. okae is i donno how to appreciate so its my prob. LOL. yehh really damn sian. after that. went down eat. eat. then lotsa rubbishy crap/ ahax! im coinin new words each day. walked home. home le nth to do. slacked for quite long. at night then started some work.
arghs really dont know where to start from niahhx. i like do one sub until sian then change and change. kept changing then like not concentrating. lolx! okaes okaes. oyahh. the western food auntie rocks niah. becos she cooked the potato!! LOL. veh nice although others might find it too plain. wahahax! =x okae.
boo de leh. i still feel something`s missing. ARGHS. but what the toot is it man.
// todae: think understanding is veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh to the power of 10000000000 (-.-") impt. hahax. although im not 100% understanding, im trying okae. im tryin... LOL //
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whOOtx. yehhs so there back back. hahax. im tireddddd. arghs. arghs. arghs. arghs. arghs. okae enuff. LOL! yehh woo i studied!! no larr. actually not. was just doin my hwk. then study for tml de thing larr. sian niah. hahax. anyway sR rOcks! yehh so thanks alot mann. lolx!!!!!! yehh u wun be readin anywae. haiix. yi tian guo yi tian. hen kuai jiu yao kao shi liao. zhen me ban. havent even start. wann start also don`t know how and where to start. LOLx. so many things. okaes not alot compared to sec4s. LOLx. yehh jia you ppl yehhhhh.
my fone damn guai lorr. just now was batt flat then now like half fulL ?! dao di is wad man. LOLx larr. haix. yay tml wed. early dismissal. wooHoos. yar for wadd.
yehh.
NICHOLAS happie to see ur name here? LOLx u noe wad to do liaoo. yays. LOL LOL! aiyah anyway cheer up laa. look fwd to studyin than anything else can liaoo. LOL LOL!.
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LOLX omgs lor i ran all the way home cos i thought someone was stalkin me lo. cos its like i saw him at the interchange like waitin for ppl then in the end he kept followin and followin. i walk fast he walk fast. i walk slow he did the same. then i walked the other way he also did. like rao one big round he still behind me. wth!! then i wanted to take lift but he was behind me runnin cos i was like walking quite fast le. so didnt take then i ran up the stairs. oman. madness. i really xia dao. was some ite guy lor. damn short de some more. kaos man~
aiya whatever laa. today my eye kept twitching. the right eye i mean. so i was wonderin maybe something bad will happen =x first time twitch niahh. think today quite an ok day ba. owelllllx. gotta study liao. stupid lor todae seng bad mood again. ask her go n die man =x not like she e only teacher. BOO!
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arghx! don`t know what i`m doing these few days arhx. i dontknow. really bu zhi dao. this really sucks. cos like im being spastic or something. =x don`t know larr. grrrs. i`m like being so bad. but i really didn`t know what i was doing! maybe sometimes is i really shou bu liao... boo. hahax then today felt like ponning guides. i also bu zhi dao why i felt like that. it`s like more and more.. not fun ya~ haha. but was alright i guess. just feelin frigging tired cos i didn`t even want to get up of bed this morning. cos rainy mornings nice to slp ma. lolx.
after guides went to eat at famosa with addie liying and eunice. hahax! oyehh liying`s phone ROCKS! shit larr. now i`m like changing targets again when i just got a new de fone a few weeks ago. ok a mth. lolx. but her fone really rocks lOr. donnt know wad model but it`s just got all the nice stuffs in it. LOLx. kkaes i shld stop. but mine still rock lar. lolx! =p oyehh today jasline and yitshan came back. yehh nothing much~ lolx.
WOOO our notice board is so nice. LOLX ours sec2s do de. but the photos was..=x hope dey change it away =x hahax!
after we eat le saw alot of ppl larr. saw pl wm kel hs. aiya alot larr. i thot i was so guai to go home wanting to study. no do my stupid essay. in the end i slept thru the whole afternoOn! LOLx. how dumb. arghs. stop slacking. lolx. but yar i was reallie reallie tired nor. donno whie. being such a pigg these few days. during recess always chi bu bao. wantin more. then go home sleep sleep sleep. omannnnnn. shucks. LOLx. wads wrongg. im being possessed by a pigg. wahahax kaes crap~. whhee another of my long entries. HMMX. yar rite now im like going out? means no study.. greaaat ya. lol
i m s o s o r r y. r e a l l y . . . .
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wooo finally changed layout le. hahax. but right. i think too cute liao. don suit. LOLx. okae crap~. hmmx. nice day i guess. after school walked in the rain to macs with addie, ka, tl, and cin. yehhx. nice nice. hahax! havent been going out with these few ppl. bsides addie. everr since like last year? yEhhx. LOLx! nice larrx.
yays. life rocks. hahax! but gotta study~ nvm... study is nice =x kaes big fat liar. LOLx. arhhx tml got guides niahh. beginnin to feel quite sick abt it. don`t ask me why. cos its becoming so much colder. and more boring. i hate boring stuffs! LOLx. no laa maybe it still kinda rocked. i hope~ yehhx.
hmmx. rainy day. oyar today kena hit by the ball alot of times. or shld i say this whole week. ytd or don`t know when i dribbled what. then who knows hit to hard then bounce back onto my eye. kaox. LOLx. okae la is i ben ok. kena cut abit. but today not lo. during pe played ball then hit twice lehhx. on the mouth somemore. LOLx. suayy lehx. kkaes laa. but nvm. LOLx. i so nice. haix~ LOLx. kkaes i shld be slping.
anyway talkin to nicholas right now. lolx so much to catch up. paiseh niaa. lOLx. take care ppl. study hard but play hard!!! (=
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wheetx bloggin again. today another so-so day. only like after school felt abit bad. as in like i feel abit bad lar. dont know. its either i don think for others or... yaa.. but sometimes really shou bu liao yet i cant do anything cos she`s my fren. if not what, tell her straight in the face? haiix. think avoidin is best. but its like so selfish~ but what to DO! arghs like stucked in the middle. then plus she now also veh troubled. cant just leave her in a lurch~ wahahas. or maybe just let nature take it`s course. yuuPPPPPx. yehh i shld try to understand more abt others also. cos if u don`t understand, u can neva get things rite. isnt that rite? wow. LOLx. hahax yehh one more thing. i think i shld stop complaining about people cos its baddddd. hahs. yar from now on. yehh i`ll stop complaining. lolx ppl must stop me also. i want to be gd. haha. ok this is crap man~ just some self-reflection here (= will try will try. hahax.
yehh today had 2.4. woahhx not bad not bad. LOLx okies i shld stop praisin myself. hahas. no larr cos my throat was like so friggin dry due to sore throat but din care. so nice lolx. kkaex. stop crap. in all its quite a nice day.. just that it rained!not a bad thing la. lOLx. thx sr for fetchin us homeee!!! ok thx ur dad i mean. yehhs. life rocks when you think it does. so nxt time when i say it sucks it`s because i think it does. duh~ this is crap. yehhs... lets start studying people! woohoo jia youuuuu. (=
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booooed. hahax! kays today`s a not so bad day. yar as in like usual la huhx. hahax firstly happy birthday peilin! (= yarx. hehhs. okiex i desperately need a new layout for this blog cos im tired of seein the same. lolx! this is bad. yue kan yue nan kan. ahax wadeva lar. hmms.
after school had a great talk at macs. for an hour. so kewl lor. time flew so fast and i've let things out during that one hour. thankxx. hahas! thankx man. i don`t want to make the same mistake as i did last year ok. no way. but i don`t know how im supposed to stop it.
i really have got nothing that`s so big deal to share like everyone else does. does that matter? god knows~ ye cant possibly force some stuffs out from me.. out from no where?! or am i going to create them. haix. nvm la. i also dont really care muchh. im not feelin anything. i just don`t understand. or maybe i've gt things to share but never got the chance to? yehh that`s just an excuse from me. ok laa but the thing is my problems` not a big deal~ so must as well nt say in case it causes more discomfort to the others? yehh that`s the pt man. i finally getting my words rite. lOLx!
arghs. nowadays like so easily tired out. omans lao le lao le. lolx! hmms. quite happy with life la. im not sad not anything. being neutral is goooooooood. ahahax! maybe not always. at least for most of the time. yehhs. hahx! my resolutions going well also. woooooooo. hahahahahahas. neva to conclude unless you see it or at least feel it urself... and bu zai diao yan lei!! wooooooooo. hahahax. i rock rite.
okies i don understand what i writing eitheR. LOLX! this is mad. OKAES NICHOLAS U ROCK. lahax. lolx. will shift the blog to ebloggy when i got the time. like maybe during the june hols. or maybe dec hols. WAHAHX! okae it won`t take long lar. now already half the year gone. about there larr .LOLx.
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ehhyos. havent been updating. cos i don`t know what`s there to update. life`s been sooo boring. yehhx. this is badddd. oyehh. two nine rocks. i really think so... or maybe its because the current class is quite sucky. EEwkx. hahax! i think right. i don`t know. i`ve changed some how. its just some where i cant spot. but i can still feel. cos i feel veh veh veh guai. kaex. hahax!
nicholas u rock lorx. haix. so long neva talk le. really miss last year soo much. i didn`t know it was of so much fun.. arghxx i donno what to update le la. oyehh tomorrow is PEILIN`S BURFDAY! yar so happy burthday to YOU! .LOLX
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buahhhx. sports day ain`t good at all. kaes lar. can slack abit. last week de today was at sentosa. when i came back it I saw. yeppx. one week le. that`s like so fast.
nothing much to say. too tired and too sick. i cant talk alot either. my throat not working well. whoopx. too much of shoutings brings peace to the earth!! hahas =x kayx wadeva. great job everyone yehhx. i mean everyone. yarr all were great even for those who were last. hahahahahax. sian niahx. cldn`t run well. lalax. nevamind. LOLX. hao lei arhx. im gonna close my eyes anytime.
now there seemed to be a hole in my heart. not because im hurt. but because something is missing from my life. yet all i can do is to sit here. cry and to regret all that i have not done.
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Sometimes
We just don`t appreciate those people who really care for us
Until they leave us
Until we lose them
Then we regret
Outer beauty doesn`t matter; it`s the inner one that counts
It`s better to tell someone how much you love them
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them
You`ll regret
Love is...
When we fight till the very last minute
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them
>>fwd mail
i think i read this too late ba. was clearing my mailbox since i havent really been online for 3 days. yarx. hmmx. sighs. donno. yehh just realised how much i love my ah ma. lol~ donno le. quite tiring lar. 3 or issit 5 days and nights. hahax. greaaat. there`s like this moth in my house. it`s been there since morning. or like 2 days ago? is that her? =x hais. donno. i feel so unfilial.. shuckx. i realised this too late.
you know something. for the whole of my life and her life. we havent talked more than 2 sentences a day. how pathetic. she wld usually ask or say something. but i don`t understand at all... haix. and great, i only know her real name now. pathetic.. its like for 15 yrs. hope she rest in peace. she`s 90 yrs. hmms. today last day le. being sent to the where ever. i`ll miss her. yyar too late right. lol. donno lar. its like so sudden.. ya.
shucks. sorry i cldn`t make it for the cheer comp. arghs! hope it`ll be great. ahax. hmmmx. ARGHS. boo. hahax. nvm i will have my peaceful night sleeping. these few days kept sleepin in class. haha. lol the moth still there lehx. hahas. so ke ai (= still feel something`s missing.. anyway now i know i got alot of relatives at my dad`s side. its like alot. like erms 50 over ppl. wahax. haix. if only i knew everything. if only i cld predict the future. if only i could turn back time. if only i`ve stayed. if only i`ve cared. if only... if only many many more. but it`s just too late to say.
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please. im praying.
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i am so red and frigging tired. buahs. hahax. what an ok day. but whatever that is, I still love sentosa. muahx! rocks. kaes larr. went sentosa with eu ade pl jac nic kel yw hs sebas wm. at first when we reached hf we didn`t have the mood to go cos the queue was like. ermx. yaa. long. but after that yw was like leading so we went.
thought was going to rain. thank God it didn`t. hahax. so yar. spent $4 on that !@*&#$ kayak stuffs. hahax but quite zhi de just that i didn`t make use of it. hahax. hmmx so me and ade went into the water yar. like usual. wwahahax! then sun tann. yehhx.
played bball cos was quite sian. then yarr. bball rulex. played match with other ppl. waahax! so farn. but sorry eunice..... =x i hai dao u must 6 then go. haix. sorry ar. yarr so we went around six and i got home at around 9 ?! madness lor. cos the queue was yar, long.. bahhx. sentosa rulex. not exactly very fun. must say it was quite boring. hahas =x. the previous times still rocked!
yehhx. reach home.. dont talk bout it le. but yar, my grandma abit sick. then i donno. family quarrels you lai le. hais.. this sux. don`t know what to do le. my grandma keep zi yan zi yu just now. scary. =x but nothing i can do. forbidden and i don`t know how cos i don understand her dialect. sighs. i regret nt tryin to learn...
kewl. im redddd. hhahax. im sure its gonna hurt tomorrow or smt.
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hahax momx not goin to spoil everything. the things i`ve been tryin to build up in my mind. yehhx. so yarrrr. heck about her. =x that`s evil. but what to do. lol.
quite a lame day. got what photo takings lor. i also never do anything for the dumb class. -.- the school got nothing better to do. hahax. but still quite good lar. cos can go hall zhuo bo and pon chinese lesson. woohoo. LOLX! tml`s good friday!! yayx. but don`t even know if i get to get out of the house. if i can i wann go sentosa with them! rocks lorr. yar like i`ve been say, don`t know since when want to go until now still haven`t go. sentosa ruLex! hahax.
yehh after school was nice. played with water for awhile then went to some cell group thingy. not bad larr. got things to eat and play. still got guitar!! hahax. i wanna go learn guitar lehhx. got shocked leh. i didn`t know guitar so cheap derr. not exactly cheap but yar it`s cheap. u can like get one for $45? kewl right. yarr but learning it needs about $100 over? wahahax!!! i quite interested lehx. HMMMX. maybe go learn some day. HEHx. yar. so dumb. i gave up on piano when im only at beginner. hahax like so long ago. like when im 4 or 5 ? yarr. shit it. LOLX. yar i got no music talents =x HAHAX. obvious lar. i don`t even sing well. wahahax! but i interested in guitar and drum. like quite fun lehh. tl wann go learn? wahax.
kaes ba. yarr. think im improvin. and still going well with yar my resolutions? whee. i rock. i rule. i reign. and i conquer!!! wahax. kaes bhb~
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buAhx.. realised i dont update as much as i did. hmmx. rmbed last year everyday update der. even when there`s nth, i`ll let out some crap. but now. ho ho.. bian le ba. hahax or maybe im just getting abit uninterested in things.. yehhx. cos maybe i don find it fresh anymore. LOLX. kaes not sure what i`m talking about either. hahax. m resolutionx are going well. and i`m pleased with it. wahax! at least im now living a life much better. o.O is that true? yehh hope so. hahax. maybe got some hidden stuffs that`s not revealed yet. lolx.
yar. gettin quite afraid of people recently. afraid i'll offend them if i don`t keep my mouth shut. so yar. or maybe my actionx. so..sighs i donno lehhx. if got offend anyone or what can just forgive me? hahas!! don`t used to be like that either. always hecked about what others think. and shit now its different. arhhx. whaddahappened? maybe i scared ppl over sensitive? LOLX. yehh crap lehx. okae at least im crappin like i always do. LOLX!
tml gonna skip ENGLISH! OYAY. cos got health check up mar. so yarh rocks. cos english lessons always so boring. yar or like what i've always said. LESSONS are boring. not as 'interesting' as before. maybe last year`s lesson was interesting because of the people in class. now like so friggin quiet. except sean. LOLX. and weisiang. last year still got people like weiming yeewei hongsheng making noises. hahax. miss them so muchhhhhh. omanx. yEHH but im still quite happy with it lar. not so bad. at least got sean. wahahx!
yar today surin was locked out of the classroom. so friggin funny. wonder why she don`t get angry. but she quite pathetic lar. hahax. kena bullied by us. worse than fong last year. and oyea. i missed the old school campus. BOO. hahahahax!
kewlllll im crappin much more HEHX! ODLEN RULEX. yehhx unscramble that. LOLX. yeh yeh. but owell... hahax. wooooo long entry yar. HMMX. qi ji. lolx tml`s chinese test. and there`s socials and geog on wednesday. and a.maths on thurs and phy on mon. great thing is that i havent started. cos quite busy mar. LOLX. or rather quite slack lar hoh. lOLx. hmmx.. guides` cheer doing quite well. hahax! yays. finally see something doing smoothly. LOLX. OKAE i shud stop my crap and continue it some other time. LOLX
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ahhhs. today had guides nor. kaes lar. at least it`s better than last week. hahax. last week`s real horrible. hmmx. today we had a small talk. only for sec 3s. hahas all the things quite true lar. but only works if everyone thinks the same. after that had some lessonx.. LOLX! gao xiao lesson lor. hahax. first aid stuffs.
after guides went queensway with sr and addie. to see shoes. and yehh no shoes caught my attention. only that RED one. LOLX! donno lar. im quite indecisive. hahax always cant decide properly. sighs. needa learn how to decide. hahax! maybe not even buying. like waste money liddat. but its usefUL! i needa run with those. to jog. HAHAx but i no money. prolly after a few weeks or so then go again. hahax.
went home slacked as usual. buahs. AND OMGS i love wanyi and elaine!!! hahahahax. thanks niahx. they bought eeyore for me and eunice. so sweet rite. LOLX. yayx. thanks. stupid addie keep punching it!! hahax. gao xiaos. eeyore rules man.
hEhx. oyAr fergot to update dat im sick. just sore throat. eat and shout too much. BOO. monday. tuesday. wednesday. thursday. friday. to GO! sian diao. school gettin boring. and boring. these few days keep slping in class. sec 2 and 1 or even pri sch neva slp in class before. oyeaaa getting bad. LOLX. but the fats is. REALLY BORING LAR! and i don understand....... hAHAx. buAhx. i lOve cRaP.
hmmx set up new email acct. hahas. my acct really delete ppl until no more to delete liaoox. so another one to add more ppl. LOLx. YAR. BYE/
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ehhyos. muahax one week gone again just like that. havent really done anything. hmmx... everyday the same routine. feelin sick bout it. bahh yar. school, wadda ya expect. shuckx. i miss music. hahax! as in yaa songs. havent been d/l-ing songs. bOuhas. yehhx.. class test all coming in. kewl its like so fast. so fast and its like a quarter of the year just gone like dat. wOOhOO!! 3/4 more to go yehhx. laa deee daaa.
many many things to buy.. yehh if i can save enough.
you don`t mean anything to me but everytime i see you i feel it deep inside. if only i could understand myself. i thought if u cried, i`ld be happy inside. but was wrong. i teared that night. i dont understand. u dont mean anything. i wished i hadn`t known you at all. so i wouldn`t be so lost. tell me have i fell in love with you. i wished no.
hate the past. lost in present. won`t like the future... gonna be 12 ler! time flies manx. needa catch some slp if not tml cannot wake up.
oyea had a dream last week i think. was late for guides then like so terrible. also half forgot the dream liaox. i only know last week had many many dreamx. donno whie. veh loong nv had dreams in sleep liao. lolx. CHERYL`S SHOES STILL ROCK! hahahax! im mad.
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