Tuesday, October 31, 2006

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

Back to unhealthy way of life, cos it's the holidayyyyyys. Late nights, long afternoon naps, skipping of meals, instant noodles and not much physical movement. Okay my fault for skipping trainings, but I promise I will train hard starting from next week! (:

Anyway, I was in the bus, on my way t school. This little boy hopped onto the bus with his maid. Then he began talking t me but I had no idea what he was talking about. So, he continued talking to himself. Later, there was this triumph commericial on TV mobile.

"EEEEE, BRAS AND PANTIES!" The little boy exclaimed, looking in my direction with a cheeky yet disgusted look. LOL! So super cute! The Innocence of a child.

His maid was so embarassed he turned around and put her finger on her lips, asking the lil boy to stop spouting nonsense. HAHA, so this was how I got entertained on my way t school.

I should say I'll be going school for the whole of this week if I were t attend self trng on thurs, but ho, I won't be going :x NEXT WEEK I promise!

I plan to rot a lot ( sounds like an oxymoron!) this week, and busy busy all the way! :D

I had this ultra cool yet weird dream. Almost everyone I knew was there, everyone I knew from the beginning of my life. Cool huh! And I think it was some partayye and everyone was talking to everyone else!

random random really random. I've been rotting and will continue to rot even more, just hey, it's just this week!

Give a cheer for all the broken

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I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep

It's saturday night again! Don't you just love it? :D So anyway, official last day of school, 2006 ended on a thursday. Happy ending aye? Went yufen's house t celebrate prashin's and taufiq's belaaaaated birthday. Super hilarious and fun partayye! It all went prettaye fast, like zoom, and we had to leave. Same goes for the JC1 year. Swooosh, and it's all over!

To wrap this up, I just want t say I really enjoyed my J1 year. Even though ac wasn't exactly my ideal school initially, I must say it wasn't a mistake to enter this school. I've made great friends and classmates who can make me laugh like crasy, great teachers who taught me something new each day, not just passing me the knowledge but also values. A pity many of them are leaving. Ohwel, onesc3 can move on together to twosc3 next year, something I'm really glad for :D This year passed especially fast, probably because we're all aware that jc life spans only a short period of 2 years. Or was it due to the fact that I'm just enjoying it too much that I become oblivious to each passing day? HMMM, I do miss the past a lot, and I know I'll miss this year just as much. Very eventful, ups and downs, a mini roller coaster ride. Surprisingly, this year doesn't have much 'downs'! I'm just glad I have friends who can make my day! :D They too have taught me something new in life, such as "never give up" and "keep smiling". Yeah, there's many. Friends for keep! Each day has its own experience and fun.

Okay, skip!

Friday was a great day. I'm very pleased with myself! I did spring cleaning in the room! And now, it's sparkling clean, I mean it. I even washed my own bedsheets, a great girl guide huh :x Went to my sis's house t help her feed her fishes. Out with cherie spencer daryl and melcher, to watch PRESTIGE at suntec. Hur hur, q stupid but okay overall. Went lao par sat (old mkt) for supper! Haven't been there in ages, the last time I went there was a few years ago, hehh. Crapped and chilled. Strolled along singapore river and visited mr merlion and his junior merlion. SO CUTE LOL. cabbed home! zzz.

Ah great, I have $10 left for the whole of next week. I think I'll be hibernating.

The next big thing:
CHINESE 'A' LEVELS on FRIDAY. it's not really big, but it's the A LEVELS that matter :/ So all the best to those who are taking A lvl mother tongue and those taking O lvls! (:

LOVES;

So I'll be spending
Doing absolutely nothing
That makes me happy

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Oh you and me, we could be soakin' up that sun

Island life, love it!
:D

you would have a guessed. Trip t sentosa with sam, puiyin, nicole, munting, hong sheng, kelvin, yeewei, and kaien! Oh, and not forgetting MR GILBERT. (: The sun was really good!

Had PW meeting early in the morning ( at 8am ) at harbor front macs! Heh, we were really efficient because everyone was excited, or was it just me and claudia :x

Anw, left for sentosa. The queue was super duper long! For the first time I was queueing near the slope. Then came the blue line, it was another long queue, ROARS! On the brighter side, my queue was much shorter than debra's queue. She called like 2 hours later t tell me the queue was twice as long, up till the train station! wtheck! in the end she and her friends decided not t come.

Alright, here comes the fun part! Played everything we could; basketball, touch rugby (with mr gilbert), volleyball, frisbee. :DD & we played with random people. Super fun! The guys were helluva hilarious! Oh, the sand was burning hot and we had t play barefooted due t the fact that slippas make you fall while running on sand! So, at the end of the day, the sole of my feet was painful. Still does now. Slacked around and crapped yadah yadah.

Washed up and off we went t vivocity! kanwei and jessica joined us while kaien left when we were at vivocity. It was a long journey out of sentosa, all the long queues and walks. Wanted t eat at (Earle's) Swensens but we realised it wasn't like the normal swensens. the price was 3 times higher :x got a shock and ran off t eat at food republic. Q cool.

And after all that squeezing and queueing, we finally had some peaceful time at the bleachers ( or whatever ) and then, we started snapping! :D Played with MR GILBERT. Mr gilbert went into the wrong toilet anyway.


All of us! :D


:D


(:


Wide-eyed, but not me :x


Walk with your shadows


starry starry night


and we walked across this water thing


Those who braved thru the waters :D


Sunkissed :D


Finally, meet MR GILBERT!

HEH. so, left q early cos there's school the next day! boohoo, school spoils everything :x 963 ride with yeewei and kanwei. Ohmygoodness, yeewei is super funnaye can, and very entertaining! Very spastic too lol.

Home at 11, showered and plonked onto my bed straight.

And now, I need my NAP before I study for my bio SPA for tomorrow!

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create it
tag it
enjoy it
say it
shout it
push it
bite it
perfect it
believe it
face it
live it
love it
JUST DO IT.

(:

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lovely yet tiring day at queensway + vivocity! I also generated a I-want-list while walking about.
- adidas lime green watch (while stocks last dude!)
- GAP's top and jacket
- trucker cap
- all the candies from candy empire, sweetie.

and also some things I want since long ago
- a bag pack
- a sling bag
- a pair of glasses
- shades
- a new bi
- haircut

Ohwel, looking at the rate I'm spending my moneh, I think I'll have t wait till chinese new year. School tomorrow, boohoo, but hey, it's ending in less than a week's time (:

say no more.

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Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.

All is well. Had a prettaye good rest today, like usual days? Did everything I could at home, lazy to get my ass out. Nevertheless, I still went out around night time. Had dinner at JE and then sent my sister and her husband t the airport! They're going off to some part of Australia for honeymoon I guess. I love the rides to the airport, and back. It's long and nice. It would be better if I was on a bike.

I've decided not to feel sad and stupid anymore. Cos it's so sad and stupid to feel that way. I want t feel happy (or neutral at least) and smart! :D Sometimes I'm really very sick of life, it's like we're not doing anything new. Sick of seeing people come and go. Seeing what you've built up, fall. The cycle repeats everyday, every week, every month, every year. One day when I'm capable and rich enough, I would want to travel around the world, say hello to everyone and see things in a bigger picture. Maybe then, my life won't be so mundane, but it's not so easy you see.

I want to go sentosa. I want the sun, sand and fun. I love the smell of sea, love the feel of breeze, love being sun-kissed. It cost only $3 to have all that, and more! (:

Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking,
bliss is far away

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Breathing in, breathing out, you're weakened
The poison's hit your mind

So, today was a really weird and funnaye day. It was hazy, with the psi hitting 101 in the morning. Stupid hazeeeee.

Got sick of school. It's like we're wasting our time and all, but we get t hang out and chill with friends and classmates. Time well spent! Got back results, and I can't believe I cried over bio grade. Wtheck, so paiseh, in front of mstan and the rest :x First time in my entire life did I cry over results. What a silly thing, but it was really funnaye, half tearing and laughing, just like when I watched xiaohaibuben2! hahah.

I was really disappointed with my bio results even though it's not a C or D. It was just a B. How dumb, a mere B grade can stimulate my tear glands. I didn't even fret over GP for which I just scraped through, not even for chem, econs and maths though they are around the same range too.

Life can hold you down
When you're not looking up

over the phone with my mom,
me: B for bio
mom: shocked huh why?

At home,
me: B for bio
mom: yadahyadahblahblah you not sad is it? (like duh of cos lah)
& she began her grandmother story again, zzz.

Boohoo, and the whole point is, I AM disappointed! so are the ppl around me I guess? But ohwel, there's always NEXT TIME (: For now, enjoy and chill. It's okay it's alright, everything's gonna be just fine (: Study harder next year? I've learnt my lesson not to study into the wee hours of the night, it may seem productive, but actually nothing goes into my head. So, quality time on study, not quantity!

Anyway, cheers! Everyone in 1SC3 can be advanced/promoted to j2! Great job there :D
but boo, we're gonna be j2s next year, a more challenging and busy year ahead. XZS oh, ms eng said some stuffs today during chem and it kinda motivated me t continue working hard! so let's work hard tgt! I feel so inspired now! wahahaha, catch the fire, go inspire!

Ohyeah, not forgetting Project Work. PW is a pain in the neck, like literally. I have a neck ache now.

IMM-ed today, Pepper lunched for dinner.

I CANT WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE IM GG TO SLACK AND RELAX AND GO SENTOSA AND TOWN AND DO WHATEVER I WANT. AND T GET BACK ON TRACK.

My gastric (or maybe some other part of the gut) problem is back again, urghhh. Like for the past 2 weeks my stomach was feeling super weird lah, boohoo, I don't like t feel sick!

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ROARS. I'm depressed, very depressed. My bag is spoilt! Stupid zip and stupid me, I can't believe I actually tried using super glue to mend the zip, and so now, the problem got worse. ): boohoo!

I seriously and desperately need t do some bag-hunting! I've been saying this like since 98345 days ago.

Double boo, tomorrow is results day.

I've been slacking/sleeping so much I think I've lost track of time. And to think of it, time is running out.

and, I have something I really want t tell you.

I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

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(: x: ): :/ :\ : :s :D :o :'(

seriously, I don't know how t feel.

sometimes I'm afraid, sometimes I'm bored, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I think, sometimes I stone, sometimes I just have nothing better t do, sometimes I cry(no actually), sometimes I get crasy, sometimes I'm sleepy, sometimes I'm hungry, sometimes I'm really neutral.

what a mix of feelings, and it just makes up a want-t-die-feeling.

And now, I'm 99% tired and 1% mix of the rest.

school is boring me out. I need t find myself some sources of entertainment or I will die of a horrible death ):


guess what, you'll never find out.

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*EDITED

It's a feeling I've had many times before
I can't hold the fort so don't give me more

Another good day! Except for boring school hours, which I almost died of boredom. ZZZ. School was slack, and i like it that way (:


nicholas acting EMO.


Mdm kee! She's duper cute! hahaha camera shy


helloo?!


qiuxuan, acting angry?


this is really retarded


tsk, caught unaware!


guess whose?


shawny, finally not frownin'


melcher stonin

Went anchor point's subway with bernice melcher spencer and yufen joined later. Slacked at yufen's house. hoho, her house is really nice and cosy.

What a hazy day, really hazy, lazy day. My eyes are getting really irritated they are going to shut down soon.

Bus-ed home, showered, ate a piece of bread and chionged t meet NICOLE, puiyin and munting. they were eating sambal stingray, and I feel like eating it NOW. xxx anw, nicole's still the same, as thin and as idiotic as ever (: I miss everyone! And I miss sitting by the fountain and crapping (when the fountain still had water)

went clem mac t slack and hong sheng, another idiot, came! I want t exchange bag ): crapped a whole lot, and I'm really tired now. I think the haze is to be blamed for my laziness and lethargy. ROARSXZS


blurred


nicole brought us freddo tiny heads from australia!


munting the laughin idiot


hongsheng the idiotic ass!


another retarded one.


woot! everyone's still as crappy as ever!

XXXX! blogger has something wrong again! I can't upload anymore photox ): later.

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There's something that I should have said

I don't know why, but I'm always feeling tired this few days. I can just sleep my day away. Eat and sleep, eat and sleep, eat and sleep. A tirelazist's(tired and lazy person) life
Ac open house was, alright? Yeah, can't believe I was a toueguide. Guided 2 groups of people, lol funny, and I forgot t bring them to the viewing gallery :x that's like the best place t be. Anw, it was rather slack t be sitting by the booth when rarely anyone comes and ask about our cca. Played bball/vball. slacked, as usual.

yaye, lim yuting came! (: can we please go out one day?!

woots (:

After open house. Went t slack with eunice at holland V coffee bean. Was crapping around, trying to invite people for dinner. It was so hard to even get one person down, but in the end we managed to get 4 people t jurong point and we had fish&co! puiyin, sam, tzeling, munting, hongsheng (whom I did not have a chance to meet) woot, what a night (: did a lil catching up :D

wanted t go tanning with debra today, but no other people and it was super hazy. ): some other time!


and look at the future MRT lines! cool shit man, singapore will be so accessible!

okay I'm off to sleep. I'm really tired although I slept for almost 3 hours in the afternoon :x
roars, lessons will begin tomorrow. BORING. zzz, so many PW and Chinese and NO PE. BOOHOO. The school wants us t grow fat and lazy, fat and lazy, fat and lazy. zzz

Just give a second thought
What if we don't get caught

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Time catches everyone
And the world goes round the sun
And the memory lives on in my heart
Going back to the start

A week of fun and slack. How fun and slack! :D AC games! 1SC3, you people did a great job, both in playing and cheering! No regrets aye? I just love the game of soccer when all of us cheered our hearts out cos it was helluva exciting! Frisbee was great, we've gone that far to the finals (: and all the other games like captain's ball, bridge, water bomb, bball, street bendy and twister haha. At least we tried! :D though we didn't win anything, we won unity and the great fun time. so, SC3 all the way man! (that's like so cliche but who cares)


ONESCTHREE. fun laughter peace and joy.


shawn (the birthday boy tt day) is always frowning, die lah.

open house preparations today! nothing much, just, preparing for tomorrow. Anyway, tomorrow is AC's open house! do come and visit, tsktsk :D hope it won't be stoning day! awww, no more sentosa ): boohoo. I want t go sentosa, town and queensway!

It has been quite a while since I've reached home early, so i shall take this chance t catch up w my sleep and take a lil nap! hehh. DINNER :)


(:

Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping

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I look in the mirror and see your face,
if i look deep enough,
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over.

These days have come and gone

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There's so much out there you could miss
There's so much life out there to live

Good day!


fitting room for 4!


mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fantastic four.

Out with addie t town! jess and sam came later, what a blast I would say :D It's great t see all the familiar faces again. My legs are aching, probably because I haven't been shopping for a very long time. I even had foot cramps! oh, anw we met puiyin at marina, lovely!


red haze.

OHMAN. NICOLE'S BACK! NICOLE'S BACK! NICOLE'S BACK! but i haven't contacted her. PLEASE GO OUT. ALTOGETHER! :DD


(NICOLE! we missed you! )


I want t lament about the bloody haze! It's irritating my throat and nose! I can feel a layer of pollutants around my tonsils! GRAH. haze haze go away, come again 2349809812 years later. I wonder where the particles in the air will end up. Do they pile up into rocks or do they remain as particles floating in the air. If the latter happens, that it'll be bad.


breathing in the haze, what goes in, must come out.


sam's turn


then, jess was distracted.


by this cute lil boy! so cute!


addie's turn!


we're all okay now!


world peace? and clean?


i like sam's bag! RAH


but they all love me :D

BOOHOO, STOP POLLUTING THE AIR. WE MUST NOT BE APATHETIC, LET'S DO SOMETHING! like breathing more so more particles get stuck in your lungs and there'll be less in the air! good idea? it's a plus point cos more people will die. more people dead means less people on earth. and this will lead t less pollution! (i feel like im writing GP essay)

I'm gg t watch full HOUSE! :D


this is my sexayye mommy (:
( like mother like daughter :D )



Runaway, runaway And make tomorrow Harder to live than today

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HAHAHAHA HELLO PEOPLE. I'M BACK AND I'M FEELING SUPER DUPER ECSTATIC NOW!

:D

WAHAHAHA

THE

DREADED

PROMOTIONAL

EXAMINATION

HAS ENDED!

i don't care what the result's going t be like, for now! I'm just going t enjoy myself like no one's business. It's deserving, we should just chill now :D seriously, I haven't felt so anxious or stressed over any examination, not even O levels! wonder why I was so freaked out by promos. OHWEL, the worst is over! KMAgoodbye!

ANW, today was a great day! it's just so good doing the last paper. I was smiling t myself when I finished the last few MCQ questions of chem. :D

played frissssbeeeeeeeeee, in THE HAZE. boo to THE HAZE, but we were unfazed by the haze of cos. nothing can stop this ecstacy now, OHMAN IM SO HIGH HAHHA.

okay went home for "mooncake festival" dinner and went t town t meet the sc3 ppl again :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOOYUNTONG, AND SHANE, AND SHANE'S TWIN! (:

ohman, it's either I've lost my blogger touch or I'm just too high t blog properly.

so, LATER.

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