Dear World,
I logged in with many many many things in mind and I wanted to blog about them, but everything is in a mess I don't know where to begin. So, I'm going to just throw them away with a very heavy sigh, hoping they will not come back, or at least come back when they've been sorted out into their respective issues, good or bad, big or small.
& I've decided to go on a cyber hiatus for a while, until I feel like I can't resist the temptation anymore. To put it in another way, I'm putting myself into a test of self discipline and find out exactly where my limits are! hahahahahahaha. Yeah right.
4 weeks have gone, that's to say my study plan I planned a month ago has stopped because I only planned out 4 weeks. Poof! Okay, need to plan the remaining 3 weeks left, all the way manszxszxzs! 3 weeks is fast and 5 weeks will soon be over, and by then we'll all be free from all the lecture notes, revision papers and tutorials
for a while! :DDD
Study hard people! You're on your own but not alone (:
When you lose your confidence, all you need to do is to get it back.
Mondays, that's when the blues are here, but the night is here and it's cold. Time for a good sleep! :D
Okay, goodbye world, see you really soon. (:
Just want you to know I'll miss you a lot a lot a lot a lot.
& you'll never know how much a lot is.
With all the love in the world;
XIAOJIE (:
; TEN FEET UNDER
When you blessed the dayI just drift awayAll my world is rightI'm glad that I'm aliveThese words fit everything so perfectly right now. I'm so glad I'm alive, and so is everyone else (:
It's been a really great accomplishment, I didn't touch the com for another 2 days, I'm so proud of myself! And I went swimming on a WEEKDAY after school! Less intensive but it cleared my mind a little and made me more awake, good day with myself I would say (: I saw 3 separate individuals in a row on my way back from swim, so nice to be saying 'hello's.
Celebrated bernice's berdday in school on monday and I was totally abused by the birthday girl. I shall post the photos soon, when I finally upload them onto the com.
Today was class photo taking, it was fun with the balloons during informal shoot but I think I screwed up the formal photo-s! I was either looking somewhere else, or I had my mouth wide opened cos I was talking lol. Next time, if there ever is a next time at all, please make me laugh so my mouth won't get frozen!
But other than that, today was a good day. Probably partly due to the fact that we only attended math and bio lectures for the day. Played bio charade at the pool deck, I think it was one of the most interesting lessons hahahaha. Then Ms Yong gave us a really nice talk during pccg (: I'm so glad we have such nice teachers around, really appreciate it. Teachers who put in the effort to make things better and lessons more interesting. I'm sorry I if I took them for granted and make myself go into lalaland sometimes, human flaws, human nature. But I shall try my best to refrain okay.
Anyway, my family is going to have a new family portrait soon! Taking it next saturday, so exciting, I better not screw up this time.
Teehee! And to peilin, if you're ever gonna read this at all: I totally miss hanging around at clem macs with everybuhdy ): Or just plain sitting at the fountain crapping/gossiping/drinking bubble tea till late at night. But there's no more fountain now! Things change, but it's okay if we're still hanging around tgt. Anytime, anywhere! (: Call me out again you poke!
I miss everybuhdy ): Hope all of you are doing fine, and surviving well alright!
IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW.
; TEN FEET UNDER
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE LOW XIAOTING,
Lousy photoshopping skillz but with much love! :DD
Have a blast on your birthday, it's sunday sunday sunday!
You can finally stop counting down hahahaha, or maybe, you can start counting down to your next birthday! 365.25 days. Berdy you're 18, may you have wings to fly, so you'll soar like an eagle and no longer just on eagle's wings. I hope you'll undst my 'joke'. hahahahahahahahaha, okay crap. Had much fun eating stingray with you, playing frisbee with you, playing netball with you, bus-ing with you, attending lessons with you, lunching with you, more fun coming up soon? Hahahaha, continue the spread of fun and laughter, bernicelowxiaoting! :DD Train hard, study hard, rock hard! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YOU SMALL LIL KID!
All the eighteen years old. More to come, stay tuned.
; TEN FEET UNDER
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOO JIEYING! :DD
Hello go-t-school-partner! It's been great walking the journey to school with you every morning for one year plus, going on two :DD Teehee, it would be a miracle if both of us would stop lamenting about the tiring and boring school days one day. Maybe the day will come, like after A level's or something, but by the time we won't have to go to school anymore. ROAR! But it's okay, I enjoy complaining about my tragic life to you and I bet you do too! And not forgetting us being annoyed by our hair and heavy bags! hahahahahahaha. I will not forget the day we ran to school on the first tuesday of 2007. It was damn hilarious please, I thought I was in the game of Jumanji. hahaha! Let's go to clem macs again some day :D And play netball soon please! Ohmygoodness I miss playing netball with the good ol people. Good ol' memories aye (: TEEHEE, I love foo jieying! HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY BABE!
; TEN FEET UNDER
HOHOHOHO!
My com has been revived! Or rather, my com has been partly replaced.
So everything's gone. At least I still have all my songs and all my photos (:
And it's better and faster than ever before. Technology.
Thanks to my efficient brudda :DD
School has been hectic/tiring/boring as usual.
Health week: Free veg and fruits hahahahahaha.
And shiate I'm still taking 2 hours of nap everyday, please wake me up!
Time flies, really. Flying is an understatement. Perhaps I should use time teleports.
I like it at home because it's so peaceful, minus the construction work outside.
Random stuffs here, I'm out for now.
Need sleep, tired.
Later.
; TEN FEET UNDER
RARH RARH RARH!
I'm super sad! My com is down ): I can't even switch it on, dammit. I'm using my bro's com now.
And to make things worse, blogger almost denied me the opportunity to rant about it! I spent like 87623458 hours trying to connect to stupid blogger. Blogger you know you seriously suck sometimes, but all my memories are in you so I'm not going to abandon you, at least not for now.
It's always like that! It happened the same during O level period, so I couldn't use the com. I guess it's a sign for me to go on a hiatus, but but but, don't I deserve to come online after a hard day's work? RAR! And isn't it better for me to spend some time online rather than wasting time on trying to reboot the com like 892734 times and clicking the refresh button another 2897234 times?! HAIYER!
SIGHS. And there's something really wrong with my internet connection. zzzz!
PLUS, today was an extremely tiring day, beause it's friday. The last school day of the week. You've been going through the same vicious cycle 5 days in a row, and on the 5th day you really want to break down. But thank goodness there is the weekend for recuperation, or preparation for the next set of vicious cycles.
You know, I'm going to have a very long post here because I might not have the chance to rant again, for quite a while. Unless my com miraculously repairs itself and the connection speed increases ten folds. I'm so tired of clicking the refresh button so many times before I can log on to blogger. RAR RAR RAR! So annoying! And although there's still my bro's com, he's probably going to use it all the time, unless he's out ( and that's when I'm out too, except for now.) I think my com is being invaded by viruses ): ):
I slept for 4 hours in the afternoon today, zzz. But it's okay, because it's friday. I promise promise promise I will not sleep for more than 40 minutes the next time. I extended my nap time because I realise 20 minutes really isn't enough to last me through the night.
STUPID SHITE.
STUPID SHITE
STUPID SHITE.
STUPID SHITE!
STUPID SHIATE,
STUPID SHITE!
Some day, I'm going to pull all my hair out.
But.
Thank goodness for friends that care. Thank goodness there's sun, and fun. Thank goodness for my parents, taking care of everything else at home. Thank goodness for my family altogether. Thank goodness school isn't just a place for lectures and tutorials. Thank goodness for the variety of food we get to eat. Thank goodness the World isn't just a cruel place. Thank goodness there's 24 hours a day (it's not long I know, but not too short.) Thank goodness there's still joy and laugher amidst the omgawd-I'm-dying-of-mugging fever. Thank goodness I have a bed at home. Thank goodness for the teachers that have put in so much effort to make lessons more interesting. Thank goodness for the invention of air condition. Thank goodness for each and everyone of you. All these, and probably much much much much much more that kept me going and kept me sane. :D
Okay. I'm out, feeling less sad for the 'death' of my com and for a very bad day. (:
Look from the outside
To the world I left behind
; TEN FEET UNDER
TSK!
Vexed, and angry at my own stupidity. Doing and saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
OHWELL. Skip skip skip.
Haven't touched the computer for 2 days and the keyboard is already covered with a thick layer of dust, ahchoo! I think it's because of the demolishing of the building outside my flat!
These few days haven't been productive. Remember the maximum of 20 minutes nap I said I would take? And that 20 minutes is just all, full stop? I think it's a tough regime I can't follow. Once I nap, I'll only wake up after 2 hours! Kill me or save me, whatever. But sometimes it's really so tiring/boring/tedious trying to read your lecture notes/tutorials.
Can somebody tell me how on Earth am I going to study for econs? I don't know how, the points are like everywhere, here and there, anyhow. Zomg. I miss Mdm Keeeeee, ):
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I don't want to go to school anymore, it's so hectic.
baa baa black sheep man.
; TEN FEET UNDER
