Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Crasy Day!

Goodness gracious.

Today was one helluva roller coaster ride! Work was insane, I had to rush like mad today because tomorrow is a public holiday in Singapore so many many many many many companies/clients sent in their transactions for application of some shiate. So yeah, I was rushing like mad, trying my best to finish it all by 6. But to no avail! Omgawd, so anyway because I had Driving simulator at 7.05pm so I had to rushhhhhhhhhhh, didn't exactly finish, had to ask a colleague to help me out so I left at 6:30pm. OHMYGAWD, I thought at the most I'll be 5 or 10 mins late but the frigging train had to stop at buona vista because of some glitch I think, so I was thinking of cabbing. I happily got out of the train after waiting for 2-3 minutes for the door to close. WHALAO then I walked to the cab stand, short Q but NO taxis because peak hour = JAM. So i was like damnit, I should just go home because it was going to be 7pm already, just forgo my 10 over dollars go another time. I called Sam and she told me it's okay because anw the simulator is gg to take only 15 minutes out of the whole 50 minutes, so I happily walked back to take the train. RAR!

I reached at 740pm (my simulator session ended at 7:55pm btw) I told the instructor I'm here for the simulator shiate, so he said okay waitttttttttt. HAHA, so I just waited! Then I was like, uh, no? It's going to end really soon and you're still asking me to wait. Then I told him "um, my session starts at 7:05pm you know?" And he gave me the o.0 look. HAHA, it was quite funny.

BUT THANKFULLY, the instructor still allowed me t go for the simulator session. He said I'm not supposed to cos it's already gg to be over hahaha, but he's nice! So I had a 10 min session. HAHA, quite funny. So logically, having only 10 mins for the simulator, my mind was like okay need to be fast fast fast, so I virtually banged into all the cars/lamp post/people. Thank goodness it wasn't real.

BTW, the first time I booked my Simulator session, I didn't go because I woke up late! So I bid farewell to 10 over dollars just like that. Simulator session seems like the bane of my life, and thankfully there's just one session.

OKAY, enough of Simulator.

After the session I went back, bought my dinner and bought bubble tea. The queue was short but it took like forever, okay not really forever, maybe 15 minutes. I was so looking forward to drinking Honeydew Sago after a hard day's work but it turned out they weren't selling desserts anymore, RAR, so I picked honeydew ice blended which was, BLEH.

Tomorrow's labour day and some relative of mine is getting married, aren't they just hard working?! OKAY TAKE A BREAK, HAVE A KIT KAT.

Anyway, today I learnt something. I should be more patient. Even amidst a very very very very tight schedule, you still need to be patient. Like, wait for the train to continue rather than to think of getting a cab? Haha. Another lesson learnt is, there are nice people in the world. They will help you when you think you're doomed for sure.

OHWELL, JOY TO THE WORLD!

Let's talk about interviews now.

SMU's interview was rather relaxing. It was even really an interview, it was more on politics and sex which I really didn't have much opinion on. So I was crapping and the interviewers looked like they were trying to decipher what I was bullshitting about. I think I screwed the interview. I thought the time for interaction before the interview was quite interesting and fun. Getting to know random people, and at the end of the session, we realised we were all linked because we seem to know a friend in common.

Anw, talking about giving opinions, I don't think we should have opinions on EVERYTHING under the sun. I mean, it's like some things it's okay to be sitting on the fence right?! AIYAR, I'm very lazy to elaborate, I need a break. THIS IS A LONG ENTRY. It feels good rambling, but I wonder if people will understand/ or even read it in the first place.

HAHA OKAY TV, BYEBYE.

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Photos from last week!



Red and nice, only for a day


After touch! I find touch rug a pretty interesting game!


Teoteoteoteo


Peilin and her imaginary friend, Mr Gilbert.

Yay, pile on sand!


Happy kids



Nice!






the retarTed haha.






WHOA, I need to breathe. I haven't had much time alone this week, it's been really crasy. Been rushing from work to lessons, lessons to bed, bed to work and work to lessons again. Sometimes I have to do OT too. Now there's more OT because one of the perm staff has left for a greener pasture I suppose. So I'm replacing her, that means to say, I'm underpaid! I do the same amount of work but I only get paid $7 per hour! Rar, but it's okay we shouldn't always be so calculative right? (yeah right)

I'm glad I had the Saturday to chill with my family, and go for a swim under the hot bright sun! :D Hopefully next week would be better!

Did the Medicine essay and psychometric test today. To be honest, seeing so many many many many smarties there really made me lose hope, the competition is seriously too great. I just hope I won't screw up my interview because I probably didn't do too good for the test just now. Ohwell, let's not allow such things to dampen my mood, there'll be a way out, somehow.

Japanese class has been quite interesting. Actually I find it funny. I think I find everything and everyone funny, which is quite funny. Anw, I'll have to start memorising the hiragana chart, zomg. It's like primary school all over again.

And there's one thing I've been thinking about. Stepping out of your comfort zone. I find it quite hard to make the first step, meet different people, open up to them, listen to them and learn. Doing something new. Pretty much scary I think. But I won't stop trying!

And and and, some things are easier said than done. Like how I always tell myself, if there's something that needs to be done, I need to put in my best, if not, then don't do it at all. But when it comes to being practical, you can't always put 100% in everything, right? First, you don't have the luxury of time, 2nd you might not even have the abilities. Sigh, so I guess, it's more of maximizing your abilities and time. Confusing shit, I think I'm really silly, I think of all these stupid things. For What?

I went to visit my little nephew on Saturday again, babies grow so fast! It's been only a week, and I think his head has expanded. Coolios. Here's a photo of how he looked when he was first borned:

SO CUTE RIGHT!? That's my Nephew, say hello!

As usual, went to chill pill at some shopping mall. This time it's Great World. That place, I think, is really for great people who are filthy rich. But the shops are quite interesting. Designer shops have inspired me to do up my room in the future. I must get one of the cool clocks, rubbish bin, chairs and beds. Hahaha, I'll paint my room with shades of green, white translucent curtains. WOW, do you see what I see?! Maybe a few years later hur.

Okay I have smu school of biz interview tomorrow. I'm already feeling slightly guilt stricken not preparing for it. Gah. I hope it'll be fun, it's not like I really need it badly so I guess I won't feel too nervous. It's because you need it so badly that you'll get sweaty palms sometimes, hence causing a screwed attempt in getting something, no? I don't know. The Mind and Its Works.

FOR WHAT?

This has got to be the longest post ever, it's like all my random thoughts altogether. You're probably too bored if you've read till here.

Goodnight!

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I'm so burnt, happily burnt.

Today was such an accomplishment! First I managed to wake up at 6:30am (only to fall back to sleep until 8am, but it's because of the rain okay). Headed to sentosa and had macdonald's breakfast thanks to sica and leepekpek! I miss Macdonald's breakfast (and them) so much! Teo finally came after an hour or so, as usual hahaha. I said today was an accomplishment because we exercised the entire day. With sports ranging from netball to frisbee, vball to touch rug, and a bit of swimming. Hahah, coolios, you people got to be jealous okay. (:

What a healthy day.

Met anonymous (because this idiot wants to be anonymous) and shopped around as usual. It's like a sentosa routine haha.

Finally got to see my nephew! SO CUTE! It's amazing how he actually came into this world don't you think?! It's like, pop, here you go. Anw, he's really cute! He's called Yu Ze. Haven't thought of igirish name yet, hahaha igirish. He has really smooth skin, like duper smooth, so cute! It's a little unbelieveable but I'm aunt xiaojie, hahahaha!

Okay, I'm really tired. Next week's going to be a mad rush. I think I should quit soon. Life's a rushhhhhhhhh, gosh. Okay, I'm really contented right now. Tomorrow is rest day! Photos another day. Life's like that.

I think this song sung by Jason is really nice, I think it's nicer than the original, you think? And this song is so inspiring, I love old songs!

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OHMYGAWD.

So many many many many many many things have happened over the past week. There's already many many just today. It's not all bad/good. So I don't know how I should feel.

Anyway, the highlight is, I'm officially an AUNT! Haahahahahahahahahaha! My 2nd sis gave birth to a super cute baby boy just yesterday at 11:24pm! This is duper cool haha, I hope I get to babysit him one day. Bad news is, I haven't seen him yet, only a photo because I had to go for driving and the visiting hour is only until 8pm. Everyone has seen him except me, gah! Tomorrow! He looks really cute in the photo. :D

Today I had to do OT again. It's annoying because I'm like wasting my time in the morning just waiting for the transactions to come in. And when they do, they come altogether and only in the later afternoon! So work actually only starts then. GAH.

Today was such a terrible day. I forgot to bring my money out, I only had 2 dollars and a few cents for lunch and dinner. I borrowed money for lunch, and I skipped dinner and went for driving straight. It was really horrible, I almost died. Now I really can't imagine how people in third world countries live. Really. And also, plus a series of unfortunate events that I've met with. It just sums up to a really terrible day today. Have you ever felt alone in a crowded train even when you're texting someone? Trying to keep your tears from falling because you'll really look like shite and a random someone tearing in public. You know what? It's just a really bad dream. Tomorrow's going to be a brighter day, I'm sure! :DD

Life goes on, like it or not, you chose it. So make it right.

OKAY GOODNIGHT.

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Holding nothing in my hand

Haven't been here for quite a while. Nothing really much to blog about. It'll probably be about how robotic my work is, how I'm rushing my butt off to finish my driving lessons, getting started on Jap class, me worrying about the Universities and all that kind of crap, and just a wee bit of swimming. Oh My Goodness. Maybe I'll try dating myself out. Get some, free SPA? Hahaha, shop alone, go all the places with me myself and I. Some days you just feel like doing these, all alone. Don't you? Cast away all your worries/boredom/fears/whatnot.

So what's holding me back?

Sometimes I feel so lazy, like now, I think I can sleeep for days.


There's always something else on my mind
There's always something I can't find.

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Here goes, again.


Compliance department, after KFC.


Grace da pro


Cuteezxszxzs huh hahaha!


Everybuhdy!


:DD


The difference between being 18 and being 19.


Peiwennnnnn!


Random;










Being in a new department is quite a challenge, because now I don't just merely photocopy, remove staplers, and try to look busy. Now I'm doing operations, meaning to say everyday transactions at the Trade finance - Import department. Doing more of a bank related stuff now. That means, I can't take leave so often anymore. Maybe once in a while? Okay, enough said about work.

Anyway, I was just looking back at my posts. I felt quite silly just looking back, where I complained about funny/random/little stuffs. The further you look back, the more you laugh at yourself for being who you were, so gullible, and maybe innocent? Hahaha, kidz.

I can't walk back to the Good ol' memories, because whatever I try to do now, it'll never be the same again. So just keep walking, there might just be some greener pastures up ahead! :D

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HAPPY NINETEENTH LAUPUIYIN! :DD

It's another one of the random shots from long ago! Where's our netball session idiot?!
Anyway, hope you got to stay out late!

Lubxzzsxzss (hahahaha!)

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