Monday, April 30, 2007

I've learned the world is bigger than me
You're my daily dose of reality
(:

I feel so relieved now. Doing things at my own pace, choosing what to do and what not to do, what to love and what not.

Hohoho, happy Labours' Day :D

Actually I have many things to blog about every time I log into blogger.
But every time I get really lazy, so my posts just get shorter. Maybe I'll blog more the next time alrighty.

So now you live on in the words of a song
You're a melody.

; TEN FEET UNDER

This is a song for the unloved
This is the music for one last cry
This is a prayer that tomorrow will help me leave the past behind

Dear World,
Why do things come and go. They come in bulks and hit you down, and they go altogether, giving you no chance at all to retaliate or react. When they come, you crumble. Just when you stood back up, all ready to take them down, they disappear out of sight. I don't want them to go away without me doing anything. I want to fight.

Is this my slow response or their fast disappearance? Things you can control, that's the response (or maybe indecisiveness). So, you just got t react fast to whatever shit that happens in life. React and take them down, never let them disappear, because if they do, you'll never know when it'll come back and hit you again.




So, April is ending. End of (super)busy streak, start of another(not so busy but still)busy streak.

Miss everybuhdy, I want to go out and get high please!
I want the sun too please.
I want sushi please.
I want stingray please.
I want to play please.
I want to laugh please.
I want to sleep 24hrs please.
I want to have more money please.
I want my friends to be happy please.
I want my family to be happy please.
I want my parents not to worry please.
I want everyone t be healthy please.
I want everyone who's unwell to get well please.
I want everyone to love each other please.
I want world peace please.

Pretty please?

; TEN FEET UNDER

Sometimes it's so hard that we stay away from the people who need us the most.

; TEN FEET UNDER

D Day!

The day you go out into the battlefield and fight your hearts out.




Been busy, exhausted, and sometimes too lost.
Daze. Please stop stoning.

Can't wait for April to be over!

; TEN FEET UNDER

You live like an island
Satisfied
You live for the moment

Okay, I've decided to clear away the cloud in my mind, put everything bad aside for awhile. Focus on what's there now. Season, so far yet so near, the thought of it makes me tremble. But it's okay, just whack, literally. Not just that, h3 final exam up in about 2 weeks' time!

ANW, on a lighter note, chalet last thu/fri was great fun! The word game, the horror movies and other random games like polar bear and games on PS2.










Contrast, see it or not?


EMO kids for the day ONLY.






Went home and slept the rest of the friday away.
Saturday was training fun under the hot hot sun, went home again to sleep the rest of the day away. Then westmall-ed at night. (:

This term is hectic, but I see it's ending, altogether. All together, altogether.



Random Lagging:

Photos with the vballers like 2 weeks ago (from kaycee!) (:







hahaha I like this pict cos it has my foooot.



:DD Altogether lovely.

I really love my family and friends, thanks for being there (:
Alright, need to catch some sleep.

And I don't know which way is left
And there's no point in not being right
So I'll hold my breath till the morning
Till I see the light

; TEN FEET UNDER

Lost, really.
Lost it all.


Just another day.

; TEN FEET UNDER

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAUPUIYINNNN!

This is the only photo I have with only me and you, I look weird in the photo but anw the main point here is LPY. :DD
LAUPUI! I'm so sorry I couldn't make it to the balcony today, I promise I'll go out with you soooon :D Stay happy and pretty alright! (:






Today wasn't a fantastic day. Training totally sucks, very demoralizing ): And I think my neurones are damaged, if not why do I respond so slow. Plus there's so many things t do and I can't find the time! There's so many things t do and yet I don't have the energy!

I need more neurones, time, energy, morale booster, confidence and money. In accordance of priority.

I need something to improve my memory, I've been having ESTM (extremely short term memory) I can forget the things within the next minute.

ROARS. Tell me why life is so down now. Sososososososo down.

I need t sleep badly.

; TEN FEET UNDER

Life's a beachhhh!

; TEN FEET UNDER

Dammit, why does disappointment always overpower joy?

I'm super upset with myself for disappointing the people around me and myself. It sucks to try so hard and getting nothing in return. It sucks to fall, it sucks not to know what went wrong and it sucks even more when you expect so much more but all you get is shit. It sucks to be sick, most of all.

Now, everything is so wrong.
What a terrible headache and sore throat.

So what's wrong? I really need enlightenment this time.

ROARS!












:DDDD
It's not so easy anymore.

So many things to do with so little time! So many skills to brush up but I get demoralized after every attempt. So many things to worry about but there's just one brain. I think I'm going to get a heart attack soon.


WHUTEVER.

; TEN FEET UNDER